For Blue Skies, Open your eyes, and Mother’s Ruin.:)

*insert ugly crying gif here*

thank you dina <333 i’m happy they’re your favourites because they’re among my personal favourite videos too :’)

i thought you were a lexie&mark shipper??

i was, hun. when they were actually together (was it season 5?). but then all the baby drama came, mark didn’t choose her. not even one time. i don’t like the drama dragging them along and lexie crying and ughh horrible. and then jackson came and my lexie was happy and i just wanted her to be like that. happy.

i loved ML some time ago…but right now, i just don’t like them anymore.

i don’t hate them with the passion i hate other ships and i still can watch videos about them and appreciating them. but i don’t accept them anymore as a couple or a form of love.

it’s always HER who does everything. and i can’t buy this.

at this point there are so many things that could go down next week, i don’t know. im trying to keep hope that blair says ilu to dan cause it would make sense to say it to chuck now?

i don’t even know what to think about the finale. to be honest,  i’ve watched the episode and i don’t doubt about blair’s feelings for dan. at least, i don’t feel that chuck is in the way of the two of them, romantically speaking. what she said to S is actually accurate: she doesn’t want to mess this up and i cannot blame her for it, having seen her history (aka drama) through the years: hence, what she wrote in her diary. and this woould be alright if dan’s insecurities weren’t in the way. they make everything worse. but again, i cannot blame him either since she’s been declaring her undying love for Chuck for half of the season…and then she runs and helps him with his daddy issues. even if it’s just for friendship or because he paid her dowry so she feels she has to help him, i think i’d react the same way dan is doing about that. blair will always love chuck and care about him and i don’t doubt about these feelings of her towards him. BUT. i don’t think he’s the one she’s in love with. not now.

i’m just rambling right now okay? what scares me the most is the promo and all the drama which is gonna come out. i just want DB to be happy and hope they’ll get their happy ending but it’s hard to tell.

//hug me, mon :’(

Per me è sempre una battaglia decidere quale amo di più tra: let down, climbing up the walls e sail to the moon.

demyyyy <3

LET DOWN *__* è decisamente nella mia top 3. e climbing up the walls e sail to the moon. cioè. come si fa a scegliere? come si fa? perchè qui davvero parliamo di capolavori della musica…è quasi impossibile. anche perchè poi mi smuovono talmente tanto dal pdv emotivo che ogni volta/giorno/mese/anno ho una canzone preferita diversa…proprio perchè ogni volta che li ascolto non è mai lo stesso. sono talmente completi dal pdv musicale ed emozionale che potrei ascoltare la discografia all’infinito e sentire sempre cose nuove. e belle. (o brutte mwahaha).

cioè. se questo non è l’amore della mia vita non so cos’altro lo sia XD

//mamma mia e quanto sono sentimentale. lol.